How Britney Spears Saved my Life

[REB3LLION]

Bit of a long read coming upppp!

 

Okay, so I just thought I'd share my story on how Britney saved my life, a lot of people think it's ridiculous when I tell them that I love Britney but not a lot of people even bother finding out why I feel like I have such a massive attachment and connection to her. 

 

I've alwaaaaaays loved Brit Brit, but shoot me now, I had a Lady Gaga phase in 2012 where I stopped listening to Britney as much and I just became one of those people that only listened to Britney's singles instead of all the songs on her albums like I do now. Anyway towards the end of 2012 a lot of bad things happened to me family wise and I chose the completely wrong "friends" to spend my time with, they exposed me to so many problems that I have now. I let these people into my life and even my family. 

 

When I tried to get rid of them they spread shit about me around school and even started making fun out of me for being gay even though they knew what I went through when I was friends with them. It took me to a really dark place and I started doing things I shouldn't, because I was so insecure I started making myself look fake fake fake (as fake as a boy can get tbh), constantly drinking, getting in trouble outside for drinking, partying and doing disgusting things at them, and throwing myself around.

 

I used to cry to myself all the time at home and even thought about suicide and it was at this point that I started listening to Britney again, mostly her Blackout album (which is now my favourite!) and it was just a constant reminder that if Britney got through 2007, I could get through that, she got me through everything, she helped me all the way to Summer 2013, which is when things started getting better for me! Britney saved my life and I don't she'll ever know how big she had an impact on my life.

 

I love Britney Spears!

xoxoxo

[P.S.I.]

OMG       gorl , that story is really touching. I totally know what you're talking about,i was sort of exposed last year i don't ask me how i lived for 2 months , when i knew that one of my so called friends wanted to ''kill'' me,because he hates gay people so much      i've always had double life and i keep having it,it's tiring,it's pointless in one way or another ,but that's how it is... i can't remember a year in highschool which went through without bullying and people didn't even know for sure .. so.. yeah,i totally know what you've been through and i support you and with the help of Britney and God (if you believe in him) - everything will be okay. Trust me on that. :hug:

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OMG       gorl , that story is really touching. I totally know what you're talking about,i was sort of exposed last year i don't ask me how i lived for 2 months , when i knew that one of my so called friends wanted to ''kill'' me,because he hates gay people so much      i've always had double life and i keep having it,it's tiring,it's pointless in one way or another ,but that's how it is... i can't remember a year in highschool which went through without bullying and people didn't even know for sure .. so.. yeah,i totally know what you've been through and i support you and with the help of Britney and God (if you believe in him) - everything will be okay. Trust me on that. :hug:

I am so sorry you went/are going through that!! I can't think of anybody more secure of their sexuality than me but it still hurts doesn't it I support you too bby! Thank you so much! 

[Guest ---]

That story... I am so sorry you had to go through that Yung. Your like the sweetest person I'm friends with. Oh my god... that shouldn't had happened. At least ur now in a better place and your happy with your life. If you ever need to talk you always have me and everyone here.

[REB3LLION]

That story... I am so sorry you had to go through that Yung. Your like the sweetest person I'm friends with. Oh my god... that shouldn't had happened. At least ur now in a better place and your happy with your life. If you ever need to talk you always have me and everyone here.

Thank you baby! I know it's horrible but I am definitely in a better place now, that's why I feel comfortable sharing it  :cutesmile: Thank you bby, love you lots!!   xo

[GlenCoco]

 

I'm so sorry you had to go through all that, and well i'm also glad you feel in a good place now

 

The 2007ney is a big inspiration for me too, but instead of hangin out with the wrong people i alienated myself and i was alone, and that's why back in 2007 i bacame a meber of exhale cuz i had no friends, i meet good people i made good firends and they helped me to realize i'm much better person that i think i am, also Britney and Exhale inspired me and introduce me to the disign world i decided to install photoshop, and do sigs, album covers request etc, and well after 2 years my life changed, i and i changed. i really thank Britney for a lot of thing that's why she is the queen cuz she inspire people

[REB3LLION]

 

I'm so sorry you had to go through all that, and well i'm also glad you feel in a good place now

 

The 2007ney is a big inspiration for me too, but instead of hangin out with the wrong people i alienated myself and i was alone, and that's why back in 2007 i bacame a meber of exhale cuz i had no friends, i meet good people i made good firends and they helped me to realize i'm much better person that i think i am, also Britney and Exhale inspired me and introduce me to the disign world i decided to install photoshop, and do sigs, album covers request etc, and well after 2 years my life changed, i and i changed. i really thank Britney for a lot of thing that's why she is the queen cuz she inspire people

Thank you! 

I love 2007ney, I'm glad you're doing great now bby!

[Javier]

Sorry for everything you had to go through, but it's fine now! My life wouldn't be the same without her neither! thanks for sharing xo

[.:sugarfall:.]

i think we all have been/still are bullied for whatever reason and that's one of the causes of us being here today. here united in exhale and universe and interacting with other britney fans because well we are bullied and we need to distract ourselves from the world outside our homes.

we always put our eyes onto 2007 because of what she went through unfortunately and take it as a reminder that it will all be ok.

 

sadly it's life. what can we do? we go through it. like a karate kid

[tica]

:britneycryingdfcuerfsgi: I  I'm so happy you're doing fine now.

I feel you. Britney also has helped me during tough times and I'll always love her for that.

We are stronger, than yesterday. :britwink:

[Ad VanO]

I'm sorry you went through that phase. I understand you. Though I didn't suffer from bullying or things like that, I have anxiety issues, and 2007 was especially terrible (I was 17 at the time). But seeing Britney fight, going through all that turmoil and get over everything, really inspired me. I seeked for help and got better. And as Tica said, I'll always love her for helping me through the bad times. :cutesmile:

[LegendaryGodney]

That story... I am so sorry you had to go through that Yung. Your like the sweetest person I'm friends with. Oh my god... that shouldn't had happened. At least ur now in a better place and your happy with your life. If you ever need to talk you always have me and everyone here.